I am about to be as transparent as I can be. The last year has been rough. Marriage is hard. Blending lives is difficult. Couple that with two demanding jobs, a husband working on his doctorate, a 15 year old boy, growing into a young man, learning to drive and pursuing his dream of baseball. Non-stop weekends that start on Saturday morning at 5 AM and end Sunday night at 11:59 PM. You combine it all and Satan has been given an opportunity to dwell around the Hutcheson household. He has lingered and brought a cloud of negativity like no other. My children were bickering, my husband and I were in constant disagreement, and illness has plagued our home-me, kids, husband. To say Satan had a foothold on my life and in our home is an understatement.
At the beginning of October, I was admitted to the hospital. Prior to being admitted, my husband and I were on the brink of divorce. My son was not talking to his father. My girls were not talking to each other. Misery and heartache were overshadowing my positive outlook with a darkness and taking over my life. I was not fun to be around. I loathed getting up. I did not care what I looked like or if anyone saw me like that. My breaking point was reached.
My first night in the hospital was fine. I was only being monitored. Then the next day I was told my gall bladder needed to be looked at because I was symptomatic of that. A day later I found out I was chronic. My gall bladder was full of stones and suddenly I understood half of the reason I felt the way I did. Surgery was scheduled and it was the most horrible pain of my life. I would say worse than childbirth.
I had too much time in the hospital and at home resting for a total of seven days. I had to do something so I read books, wrote, jounaled, etc. In that time I picked up my tablet and started doing a deep dive into a bible study called Worthy of the Calling by Sarah Koontz I had the pleasure of previewing, helping with edits, and launching it. I never knew this book of the Bible was the RX I needed. Ephesians! I have studied it often. Never like this!
Sarah Koontz has a way with words and explanations that I do not need a Masters of Theology to understand what she is telling me. I have done Beth Moore and Priscilla Shirer studies spending hours daily studying. Half the time I missed a lot of the meat of the issue because I just wanted to get through it. But Sarah only needed 15 minutes of my attention and WOW! I never knew 15 minutes could make a big difference in my life. Sarah spoke to me in short emails that spoke to my hardened heart.
When I was given the opportunity to launch her bible study, I had no idea of the impact it would have on my life. I have read many Christian books and studies but this one study on Ephesians changed me. For the better.
Sarah’s easy to understand text intertwined with daily activities and the most beautiful freebies I have ever seen created for a study, make this a winner for any woman at any stage of her life.
In the last 14 days I have learned that in Christ I am:
- Chosen in Love to be holy and blameless
- I am not at fault because Jesus has paid the price for me and my sins
- Chosen by God to be His daughter; a recipient of His inheritance
- I am His princess entitled to the riches of His kingdom
- A treasured possession
- Defined by God (and ONLY God)
This is a short list of what I have learned in the first 14 days. By day one I learned that with the first two verses of Ephesians 1:1-2 I AM WORTHY! I am a faithful servant of Jesus Christ. I remembered who I am and whose I am. By day three, my marriage was saved. My husband and I talked through our issues like never before because my heart was softened. By day seven, my girls were loving one another and being kind to one another again. By day fourteen, a father and son finally hugged for the first time in months. Satan is no longer lingering in our home. Why? Because through this study, I found my Christian heart again. I was reminded of an unconditional love of a father and his daughter.
I never realized how much changes when we truly put God first. This study has helped me establish good study habits because I could not wait to see what God, through Sarah, would share with me. I enjoy my Sabbath now with rest and reflection because Sarah stresses this within the study as well. Whether it was reading my prayer cards or coloring my downloads, I have finally truly learned to rest.
In this study, I have cried tears of sadness, prayed in a different more spirtitual way and let my past go. I can look myself in the mirror for the first time in a long time and see the woman God created me to be-fearfully and wonderfully made. I have nothing to be ashamed of because all my trials were the ones He prepared for me. He knows my story. He wrote it. Only He knows the ending. No matter what path I choose going forward, I know I am Worthy of His Calling on my life.
In September of this year, I would wake up. Get dressed. I might brush my hair or I might not. I would go to work. Come home. Live in depression and strife. I, a blessed woman of God, never understood that I am worthy only because He made me.
Today, I woke up blessed and full of His love for me. I got dressed. I did my hair. I put on my makeup and looked in the mirror for the first time in months and said “I am Worthy”.
Thank you, Sarah Koontz! Because of this study, my family has been saved. I have come out of the darkness which has brought others in my home out of the darkness. God is first again.
I cannot wait to see what else God has in store for me in the next 17 days of walking with Sarah through the rest of Ephesians.
If you feel the call to join Sarah, please click the image below.
It is in watching my children grow together that I am reminded of this verse and it’s meaning. Having a special needs sibling can be tiring and exhausting but it is also what brings you to a relationship with Christ like no other. My youngest and oldest struggle with this everyday as they watch their sister struggle from Spina Bifida and all the other minor diagnosis’ she received.
Just when I think I need to get on my knees because of animosity amongst them, I turn around and can capture moments like the one in the image of my son pushing his big sister in difficult terrain for a wheelchair. It is then I am reminded that I have done my job as a mom. They do love her and care for her just as I do as her mom.
God is not unjust; he will not forget your work and the love you have shown him as you have helped his people and continue to help them. ~ Hebrews 6:10
They are siblings and they will fight. But being the sibling to a special needs sister is different and requires a lot of hard work and understanding. It can be exhausting coming second to her needs. You can grow resentment because you just don’t understand why mom has to keep spending time with her at doctor appointments and performing procedures that MUST be done for her health.
However, just when I think my children are falling apart I notice things. Things like hearing them reassure one another when one of them is down. Watching their faces brighten up when they spend sibling time together. There is no better sound than their laughter. It brings so much joy to my life and makes my heart full. But most of all I see them make sure their sister is included or find a way to include her. When she’s having a hard time, they lend her a hand.
Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. ~ Galatians 6:2
This is where I take my lesson. I need to do that more as a wife, as a friend, and as a mom. How many times do you get frustrated with your spouse? The friend who asks for advice but never takes it? The kids calling out “mom” for the 100th time in a day? I need to make sure I am including those who are often forgotten or different. When I am tired, exhausted and feel like someone should be able to do something for themselves, I need to reach out and help anyway.
I have to love people for who they are and meet them where they are. I am blessed beyond measure and just as God has loved me I must love ALL his people.
Children give you teachable moments too. This is one of mine.
In the blog, Pick Up Your Crown, Girl I discussed 10 steps to gaining confidence. I also folowed up with Step 1 in the blog How to Pick Up Your Crown Step 1. In this blog I explain the most important step of picking up your crown and owning it- coming to know God through a personal relationship with our LORD and Savior, Jesus Christ. Another very important step in being able to pick up your crown is to Give the Glory to God ALWAYS and to honor Him ALWAYS!
Let’s face it it’s easy to love God and praise Him when things are going right but when things are falling apart it’s hard to say “thank you, LORD”. I know, I’ve been there and done that. I tithed when things were great and didn’t when they were bad. I prayed when things were good and didn’t when they were bad. When everything in my life fell apart, I blamed Him instead of praising him through the storm.
giving thanks always and for everything to God the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, ~Ephesians 5:20
The Bible does NOT say give thanks to God when things are good. It says FOR EVERYTHING (good or bad). This is very hard to do. When I was learning this lesson I was living in a hotel because I had lost my job, got evicted from my home, and I had 3 children to raise and feed. ALL BY MYSELF! This was during a period in time when finding a job was next to impossible. The economy had taken a downward spiral and jobs were scarce.
So that weekly hotel you pass on the highway and think who stays there weekly? Well, me and my children did. The PTA mom, the soccer mom, the baseball mom, the Jr. Leaguer with her hair done just right and dressed just like you -she stayed there. This is why I never judge a book by its cover-I’ve been that book misjudged many times. I know what is happening on the outside is not a true representation of what is happening on the inside.
I look back on what seemed to be a very dark moment in my life and I am reminded of how great God really is because as I look back on that moment I am reminded of a what was born from me being there in that moment of time. A sweet friend of mine came to visit me at my worst at that hotel and as I was crying about my circumstance and complaining about my life, she saw a need I could not see. All I saw around me was MY situation.
Out of my darkest moment a very good ministry was founded for the children who lived there. Kids playing soccer next to a highway. Kids running around without solid parental guidance. Teens having sex in the hallways and rooms of a hotel because of the lifestyle they were raised in. They finally had a voice through my sweet friend and her Life Group from church.
Funds were raised and kids who didn’t know what a Christmas tree was like or the joy of decorating for Christmas suddenly found that joy. Children and parents were mentored on a life with Jesus and still are because I weathered a storm. Because although I reached my lowest moment in my life; there were families reaching one of the highest moments in their lives-coming to know the LORD. Only God could make that happen. But if I had not lived in that place for that season of my life, it never would have happened. My life made that happen. That, my friends, is very empowering to know my life impacted others in that way.
I could tell you countless stories of weathering the storm, we all have them. Some of us have more than others. But the biggest lesson I learned through all my trials was that God DOES have a plan for me. He does have a hope and a future for me. I just have to listen to my Heavenly Father and see the beauty being created even when my life is a hot mess for that hot minute. That, my sweet friends, was so empowering to me.
My life is very blessed now but I have a past. I had shame from bad relationships and poor choices in men. I had guilt from bad choices that led to sexual promiscuity and poor financial management. I had loneliness from low self esteem. Sound familiar? Good news is that it will get better. You see one day I found out I have Jesus and my whole life changed. My Jesus is my friend and he held my hand when I thought no one else in the world was there.He led me to Central Texas. He brought me to my beautiful life in my beautiful home with my amazing husband, my three beautiful children and friends who are now family.
It wasn’t easy and it has taken a lot of healing and a lot of forgiveness of others and myself. It took me realizing that no matter what God has a plan and no matter what He deserves the glory for all my hurts, all my pains, and all my success. Without the trials and tribulations I would not be who I am today. I would not know a life with God. I would not be a mother who prays for her children not to know the experiences I endured in my life. I would not be a wife who submits to her husband and prays for him daily. I would be a lost soul walking on this earth filled with pain, filled with misery, and void of the love and laughter that my family and friends today bring me.
It’s not easy to always give the glory to God. Sometimes we forget. We are human, it happens. But I have prayed for God to convict me when I fail to praise him even during the bad times and He does.
My challenge to you today is simple: Find your hope and your future even when you are in the storm. See the beauty in your hot mess moments. We all have them. Turn the negative into a positive. Know that no matter where you are in life at this moment that God, and ONLY God brought you to where you are today. GIVE HIM THE GLORY FOR IT ALL! But most importantly, know that even when we are a hot mess in those hot minute moments we still deserve to pick up our crowns and a know that even when we feel no one else is there our Heavenly Father is because we are the daughters of the King of Kings and LORD of Lords.
And that my sweet friends, makes all of us blessed women!
A Blessed Woman in TX
“Start children off on the way they should go, and even when they are old they will not turn from it.” ~Proverbs 22:6
For the last few months I have been struggling to get my son to go to youth group. As I have prayed over this fervently, God finally gave me the answer the other day in Lifeway. “I’ll buy a study we can do at home together”. So, since both the 14 year old and 19 year old can’t make it to youth group on Wednesdays, I’ll bring it to the house! I’m a little nervous but also super pumped about this. I haven’t done anything like this since they were little!!! But then I asked “why not?”
We have to remember that no matter how old our children are, we are still parents. Yes, they can take care of themselves but without proper guidance and teaching and training, life can get hard real quick. Everyday I talk to my 25 year old. Sometimes they are long conversations sometimes they are a quick text message, and sometimes, I just don’t want to talk but everyday I hear from her. When I don’t, I know something is not right and I reach out. My job as a parent never stops!!!
It can be tiring to be always “on”as a mom. Even when they get older, they still only talk to you when you are on the phone or in the restroom or when you are trying to rest. Even when they get older they still need you to cook them a meal, love on them and comfort them when they are sick. It can be exhausting shuffling kids from point A to point B. But then they get the drivers license and you miss taking them and having those little conversations in the car. And you would give anything for that moment once again.
Here is what I know today: I would give anything to go back and do it all over again to really bask and take in those moments with Megan and Marissa. I am down to my last one at home and I am learning to put a new spin on this because one day there won’t be anyone to drop off in the morning. One day they will all have their own families, their own lives. But the one thing I do know, they will never not know they are loved. I will never not be there for them. Just because they are grown does not mean they do not need me. It means my job as a mom is different. I lean on my parents everyday, so why shouldn’t they lean on me.
So, today I prepared for youth group at the house and my son’s best friend and his mom will be joining us. They have been our extended family for quite some time. We will fellowship and worship together tonight at we study The Battle Plan for Prayer Teen Bible Study.
To prepare for this I have put together my Mom Prayer Journal for Christi and myself. This is where we will journal everything about being a mother and all our prayers for our children.
In here I have a spot for all those awesome downloads, prayer calendars, bible studies, etc I find online. Then I have a section with paper and dividers for our children and my step grandchildren. But I digress! I will save this for another post another day……..
I have also put together some sheets for the kids tonight and found some on the internet.
The first thing I put together is the battle plan worksheet! You can find it here–>Teen Battle Plan Session 1 I had to add some baseball images to it to make it interesting for the boys! (In my internet search I could not find anything teen boy friendly so I created it). This sheet is the main points I wanted to get across tonight.
One of the topics we will discuss tonight is confession of sins. So after many hours of searching for something appropriate, I took an old favorite Catholic examination of conscience and made it into a Christian examination of conscience. You can find it here –> Confession Sheet
I will also be using some others but again I’ll save that for some other posts. There is so much I have done to prepare for tonight. I just hope the boys have fun as they begin to learn what it has taken me 44 years to figure out-prayer is the answer to EVERYTHING!
I’m sure they will since we will also be making prayer jars! WHAT? Of course my inner Martha Stewart had to create something!
At the end of the day, I will just be happy to teach these young men (and the young woman) about my new passion for prayer and all the good it brings to your life.
Tonight I will be blessed with 2 young men and a young woman and one of my dearest friends who all mean the world to me. I look forward to what God has in store tonight……….
There is much more to come! God has put so much on my heart lately and I can’t keep up (hence the reason for the many prayer journals I have purchased lately). Copious notes and conversations being recorded. But until then…………
A Very blessed woman in TX
And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full. But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. Matthew 6:5-6
Since I have moved to our temporary new home, a new space has opened up for me….an entire bedroom. What a blessing even though I must share this space with someone now. And I am absolutely thankful for that. There is no greater joy than beginning and ending my day with my husband. And now we have a special space that is just for our relationship with the LORD.
It all came together quite nicely. It started when my desk broke and I found a table with 4 chairs for $25 over 2 years ago. I was blessed with a beautiful new dining table and able to use the table every morning before my house gets stirring.
Then I purchased some cork squares at Walmart for $6 as well to make my Prayer Wall. This where my prayers go up. These are handwritten or printed scriptures from pinterest or Internet searches as well as The War Room strategic verses needed to protect me and mine. This is a work in progress. Updates will happen frequently!!!
Finally, I created my bag of tricks from the beautiful basket my sister in law gave us for our wedding. In it are journals, markers, pencils, stickers, tags and notecards I use for journaling, researching my prayers, and my children’s prayer jars (the 3 big Mason jars on the table pictured above- follow up blog coming).
My favorite part of this process is being able to use the Bible my husband purchased for me for Christmas because I keep giving mine away! This one will stay with me for sure.
It’s really not hard to carve out Your space. Maybe it’s just a chair, time alone in bed, a lawn chair. Wherever it is, it is yours and you will reap the rewards of a praying life. Mine started as just a table alone and now God blessed me with an entire room that I share with a man who loves me as Christ loved the church. A man I submit to as the church does to Christ. And together in this space we will fight the battles of our life and the lives of our loved ones on our knees and lift up our praises in a secret, sacred space together.
For this reason, I am blessed.
Goodnight and God bless!
A Blessed Woman in TX
Our Hearts are Sick when they are burdened with Stress
Nothing rings truer to me right now than this quote.
In the last 14 days I have traveled from Austin to DFW. I have spent more than 8 nights away from home. What did I do in that? I trained over 120 agents on Medicare 101, our call center opportunity, and our clinic initiative. I have attended 2016 Product Rollout Meetings for the multiple carriers we represent. I have held the hands of about 50 new and existing agents to help them grow their insurance portfolio and their business. I have done over 20 personal business and strategy meetings with agents one-on-one. I also have to deal with the political warfare that happens in any corporation. When you start rising to the top, people try to keep you down. So I’m constantly trying to overcome the things that are being said and I work three times as hard.
I have also broken bread multiple times with the Executives from these carriers and our offices as well as entertained agent managers for each of these carriers. When did I sleep? How many nights was I home? I counted. In 14 days, I was home 6 days. However, even when I was home, I was still plugged in. I was answering phone calls, text messages and emails. So in reality I have been gone from my family for 14 days.
Has it caused strained on a new marriage? HECK YES!
Are my children feeling abandoned? HECK YES!
I have reached a point in my career that most can only dream of. I have everything I want professionally. But personally, I haven’t been able to attend church or our COM group in 14 days. I am exhausted. I am tired. I am weak. I can hear my body screaming “STOP” My skin is dry, my hair is falling out and my husband and children are miserable! When I am home and finally have a moment to myself, I want it ALL to myself.
I have become everything I want to be professionally but not who I am personally. Maintaining the professional life has caused so much stress with travel, a constantly ringing phone and last minute office trips that my heart is sick. I am sick with stress. It has taken over my life and it is spilling over into my personal life affecting those I love. I sleep on the couch away from my husband, my son can’t talk to me because I just want to be left alone and my daughter just stays away from me because well in her words “you’re grouchy” And everything they do, annoys me (some of it warranted but most not).
Then one day, I “let it go and let God”.
And Jesus is the eternal healer of hearts
As hard as I work, I do enjoy my job. I am blessed to lead a small group of women in our Women’s Leadership program. All 4 women are strong Christian Women of God. I could not get through my week without these 4 fabulous ladies. They keep me grounded-in faith, in my work life balance, and in everything I do. Last week we had a very brief meeting after one of our trainings. We were chit chatting when one of my agents blew me away.
She said, “Can I pray for you?”
I’m sure I had a shocked look on my face. And she said again “Myra, honey, you are a newlywed and you look like death warmed over. You should be on top of the world right now, but you look like the Walking Dead”.
I chuckled. Then she asked the tough questions “How’s your marriage? How are the kids? When was the last time you ate at home?” Because of the close relationship I have with these women I began tearing up. Then she started quoting me on some things I have preached to them. “You must take care of you or you are no good to anyone else-your spouse, your children, or anyone. You aren’t doing that are you?”
I tried to be strong but I could feel God with his hand on me telling me to let it go. As much as I wanted to be their leader, I felt God’s hand guiding and I heard this voice saying “open up”. I broke down for the first time in 14 days. I let all my worries, all my stress out and laid it all out to this small group of women I lead; this group I trust. This group of women I’m suppose to be strong for. These women I am suppose to lead saw me vulnerable for the first time ever. But then something amazing happened. As I began talking about my worries, my life stressors something came over everyone and each one of these fabulous women opened up. None of us had any idea we were each dealing with “things”; with stressors in our lives. I think we get so stuck in our own world we forget that others deal with stress too. In this small conference room, 5 women laughed, cried, “let it go” and then closed in prayer. The stress immediately lifted.
JESUS IS MY HEALER!
I am blessed that God has placed some fabulous Christian brothers and sisters in my work environment. I am blessed to have children and a husband who love me unconditionally. But most of all, I am blessed that Jesus is my healer!
A Blessed Woman in TX
On June 4, 2015 my middle child, Marissa, overcame so many challenges mentally and physically and graduated from High school with a basic High School diploma. We originally thought she would have to go with the state mandated special needs options but Belton High School pushed her (and I said many a prayer) and Marissa went into regular ed classes. I could not be more proud than I am of this child. All my children give me a reason to be proud to be their mom but his one-well, she’s just a miracle!
The doctor’s told me when she was born not to expect much from her. They said I needed to prepared for an early departure from her-maybe by age 2. But Marissa (and God) had other plans. Her first 5 years were pretty traumatic. About 5-6 surgeries including 2 brain surgeries. It is because of this child that I developed a relationship with the Lord. When she was having her second brain surgery after having a shunt malfunction, we had a 2 week stay in the hospital. However, one night I couldn’t sleep. I was worried. Marissa was always a lively little girl. Never sad always happy. But for the first time I saw my daughter’s struggle. I saw her in pain and suffering. Any mother out there can relate to me saying nothing will bring you to your knees faster than your child’s sufferings.
So I took a stroll down to the chapel where the woman in the room next to us had been staying. After a long talk and a lot of crying, she saved me. She showed me how to have an intimate relationship with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. So, even though our first five years were rocky, if Marissa had not been in my life, I don’t know that I would know the Lord as I do now. She is a blessing for a lot of reasons.
So this post is dedicated to one of my 3 most precious accomplishments in this life -Marissa Ashley Medina
Graduation week started with the Baccalaureate services on Sunday.
And she did it! So now we can go party for Project Celebration. That was kind of when it all sank in for me that my baby girl, this little girl who took me to Holland instead of Italy (only special needs mom really know this reference) has grown into a beautiful young woman. Even though I went to Holland instead of Italy, it has been the best ride of my life! We have had ups and downs but it is these ups and down that have helped me grow as an individual, a woman and a mother.
A week later we had her graduation dinner with the family and friends
Look at that yummy goodness inside that cake!!!
And then there’s the party itself. My mom and aunt, Juana, on my mom’s side helped out tremendously; Without them this event would not have happened since I have been wrapped up in my wedding as well as my career. I don’t know what I would do without my parents and all the support they give me and my children.
My aunt made these awesome centerpieces pictured just below my beautiful niece and brother.
Then Marissa visited with some very close friends and relatives. We opted for a Mexican retaurant venue we use for work quite often. Rio Bravo in Plano is the best! The staff was cordial and they are always awesome to us.
There’s Rhea who was her shadow at Fellowship Church Grapevine since she was in 2nd grade. However, the two quickly connected and Rhea became family very quickly giving me a break as a single mom she and Rick would pick up Megan, Marissa and MacKenzie to give me a break once a month. Total Godsends those two are……..
All in all it was a great two week span celebrating Marissa and her accomplishments. It use to terrify me to get her into adulthood. But now, I know God has plans for her. I don’t know what they are, but they are there. Together, Marissa, Lee and I will figure them out for her. And I will continue to be blessed to be her mom!
God bless and goodnight!
An extremely blessed mom in TX
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I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. Psalm 139:14
As I reflect on my week, I realize how much I have counseled women on confidence! This breaks my heart for a lot of reason but mostly because I know the feeling. I have been beaten down. I have been used and abused emotionally, sexually and physically. I have carried shame. I have carried guilt. But then God put all these amazing people around me to show me how fearfully and wonderfully made I truly am. True story, they are all church-going, actively involved Christians. Amazing people!
I could not have done life without them guiding me, leading by example. I have been shown that I can do life and overcome my past. But most important of all, I was shown that God, the most high Heavenly Father, loves me no matter what. When I was alone, He was with me. When I was a single mom, he was my co-parent. As I look back at that time when I was feeling unsure of myself, I realize how much even though I wasn’t being loyal to Him, He was carrying me and loyal to me.
which God will bring about in his own time–God, the blessed and only Ruler, the King of kings and Lord of lords,
1 Timothy 6:15
I wish someone had told me what I told the women I spoke to this week, including my daughters. I told them to “Pick up your crown, girl”! Every little girl, young lady, grown woman on this earth deserves to wear a crown. We are the princesses of the most High God. He is the King of kings and Lord of lords. He himself tells us in Psalm 139:14 that we are fearfully and wonderfully made. Who else do we need to hear it from? God is about as high as you can go when it comes to the food chain! God asks you this question in Galatians 1:10 For am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ. How are you going to answer Him?
I didn’t get over my confidence issues easily. It took some action steps. Here they are in written form ( I will expand on these in the days to come):
- Accepted God as my Lord and Savior
- Give God the Glory always for all the good stuff
- Keep honoring God and being faithful to Him during the hard times
- Find a good church based Bible study and join the women’s group
- Study the word at home
- Read your Bible
- Set time aside each and every day for God
- Pray, Pray, and Pray some more
- Find my worth
- Find my value
- Surround yourself with sisters in Christ who lift you up
- Find a mentor or two or three 🙂
The best resource I have read on this is Tracie Miles’ book “Your Life Still Counts“. Awesome read and worth the time to sift through the pages of it and the Bible. Tracie currently has a bible study (click here for more information) and the Facebook group is here. If you can’t afford the book, you can message them privately, they have resources to send you one. All excuses removed!
I close by saying this: Pick up your crown, Girl. You are a valuable resource to those around you. You are a beautiful child, young lady, and/or grown woman who is fearfully and wonderfully made. If noone else tells you this, I just did. I don’t know you but I do know you are a child of God and God does not make mistakes!!!
A Blessed Woman